I am kind of losing my patience. And I will go mad. I need to calm down. But don’t know how. I want to travel around the world. See all places. But the situation I am in doesn’t allow me to be the way I want to. Too much of responsibilities. Too much of restrictions. I am feeling frustrated now. Why can’t I live my dream? Everything I do, is judged. There has been so many times when I have explained myself to let things go and I have. But for how long????